Reality Like Broken Glass

Much that have culminated is just a load of crap. I just can't deal with this shit without driving myself nuts. I can't expect to just put myself in that situation and be pitiful. Things happen. They happen for a reason. Fate rarely calls us on the moment of our own choosing. We live it. We bend it. We don't ride it out and expect some sort of miraculous turnaround. That's the reality. So much for that.

I pretty much screwed that one shot I had. That one perfect moment gone in a blaze of dissapointment. It's overwhelmingly frustrating. It was very simple. A simple gesture. A word or two. I had it. I lost it. I'm not getting it back. But as I've said, I'm not hoping to take back time. I plan to turn things to my favor. Because, being human, we have that luxury.

What I had before is over now. I should have known it was ridiculous from the beginning. But I saw something else. Something real. Something I know can actually happen.

It will...