Vertigo

You know that feeling. When your head spirals into a nauseating sense of confusion. When in that very brief instance, you feel absolutely nothing, think absolutely nothing. It feels like an eternity has passed but only mere seconds wasted. You feel like falling to the ground. Weak and your mind in discrete pain. Satan's nirvana. Strangely it felt incredible. Rather it felt so very blissful. Like a torment you would enjoy. So deliciously painful.

Is absolute suffering also the doorway to pure rapture?