I don't know what I'm still waiting for. In fact, why am I not opting to start a relationship? Why can't I just face that girl I've been so eagerly crushing on and just get it over with? I mean, she's basically a block away. Literally. Why don't I just do that? Why am I delaying? We both know it pretty well. I got it bad for her. She's quite aware. Waiting for me. Oh, the shy type as well. Isn't that suppose to be a good thing? A plausible happily-whatever-after? So, why the fuck am I prolonging?
Could I possibly be hoping for something else? Someone else? What? Shit. The damn with my own self--perhaps rethorical--questions. Somehow...I'm feeling this isn't it, whatever crap my mind keeps telling me otherwise. I don't know. Maybe I'll wait a little longer...
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