Lose Yourself

In all the craziness around us, we sometimes forget ourselves. That's why I'm writing right now. These are some things you just can't Tweet about. Won't Tweet about. It's a mile walk away from all those Bwen rants and what other nonsense I kept spouting that became my claim to fame. A mile off from my other Bwen-ish blog. Frankly, I'm done with that. Done with the pairing for now. Now, I'm talking about a real me. Not the author. Not bengwen014. Just the teen behind the masquerade.

So, basically, this blog is all about me. Not the FF personality. Not just that author. I've been looking at things lately. They've been blazing past me and I stammered and blinked and missed it. Focus and see everything slow down. Take a deep breath. Give some thought at everything that went by. It's been hell and crazy. That's why I'm not straining fingers with a struggling fic. I'm understanding what the damn is actually happening. And the answer is: A lot.