Paranoid

I never thought it were actually true but I could very well be paranoid. I worry about stuff...every nanosecond. I check my mail...every nanosecond. I worry about not being able to check my mail...ever nanosecond. As if something could happen in those precious nanoseconds that I didn't keep track. When I feel something isn't right, a million worst case scenarios play in my head. I can get so fucking insecure at times when I'm not sure of something.

Maybe I am paranoid. Maybe it's not such a bad thing. Better go check my mail...