Tuesday, September 29, 2009
You Or Someone Like You
More Than You Think You Know
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Little Wonders
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And i don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But i can not forget
The way i feel right now
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
This Love
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
Thursday, September 17, 2009
What In The Name Of--?
-1. Ow!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Folie a deux
Monday, September 14, 2009
100 Truths
002. Nickname(s): Rain, Mr. BG
003. Age: 18
004. Horoscope: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: WVSU ILS
007. Middle School: WVSU ILS
008. High School: WVSU ILS
009. College School: WVSU Lolz xD
010. Hair color: Black
011. Long or Short: Messy Long
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Sometimes
016. Drink or Smoke: Moderate Drinker
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes, I do :D
018. Eat or Drink: Both!!
019. Piercings: None
020. Tattoos: None
021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends
022. Righty or lefty: Lefty
023. First piercing: Never
024. First relationship: With a girl in school
025. First Best Friend: A girl let's call Zen
026. First Award: Honors List
027. First Kiss: (Real?) Maybe someday..
028. First Pet: Ants :D
029. First Big Vacation: To Boracay
030. First Love at first sight: A girl let's call Sue
031. First Big Birthday: When I was three
032. First Surgery: My forehead
033. First sport you joined: Basketball
This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: O.J.!
035. Rock or Rap: Mix
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys. I was a huge fan back then
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither
039. Night or Day: Night!
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet, no question
042. Playstation or Xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: Can I have both?
044. Iguana or turtle: Snake
045. Spider or bee: Tarantula
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer
Currently
049. Eating: Pie
050. Drinking: O.J.!
051. Excitement level: 6/10
052. I’m about to: Answer this
053. Listening to: TV mumbling
054. Plan for today: Chat perhaps :)
055. Waiting for: Someone
056. Energy Level: 5/10
057. Thinking of someone: Yes :3
058. Want kids?: When we're both ready
059. Want to get married?: Someday
060. When?: When I'm ready to commit
061. How many kids do you want: I dunno
062. Any name on the mind: Let mommy pick
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Scientist. I was a fool back then :)
064. Careers in mind: A man, a myth, a legend...maybe a doctor @_@
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow
066. Something you would never try: Dope
067. When do you want to die: When the big guy decides it's time
068. Lips or Eyes: I love both in a woman :D
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both for sure
070. Shorter or Taller?: I don't mind
071. Protective or Caring?: Both :D
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both :)
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Whatever she has
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Both :3
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Mischievous
077. Muscular or normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: Nah
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Never wore one
081. Ran away from home: No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: It was a joke
083. Killed somebody: Can I? :D
084. Broken someone’s heart: I feel terrible but I just don't feel the same way she does
085. Had your heart broken: A couple of times
086. Been arrested: No
087. Cried when someone died: Yeah
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Need I answer?
Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Most of the time
090. Miracles: Staying online took a miracle
091. Love at first sight: Sure
092. Heaven: No
093. Santa Claus: Yes!
094. Tooth Fairy: My mom!
095. Kiss in the first date: I would like that
096. Angels: I know one :)
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yes, there is :O
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: My life right now has been the best so far
099. Do you believe in God?: Perhaps
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: I don't wanna
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Tag-mania
Another 50 meme coz I'm bored and I don't like doing school work I should be doing. Read on peepz :D
1. What time did you get up this morning?
10-is coz I like to sleep in on the weekends :)
2. How do you like your steak?
In mah belly!!!
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Disney Pixar's UP
4. What is your favorite TV show?
Used to be Ben10 before it became crappy. I love the Mythbusters and the Simpsons. Whose Line Is It Anyway? ftw!
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
I don't know if I wanna live in India but I definitely wanna go there :D
6. What did you have for breakfast?
I skimped breakfast. No like-y how the helper cooks breakfast
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Italian. Love it
8. What foods do you dislike?
Vegetables that make you hurl. I don't like pineapple but I do like pineapple juice
9. Favorite Place to Eat?
I'm a fan of Shakeys, Krispy Kreme and Burger King
10. Favorite dressing?
Honey-mayo dip
11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
I would love to own a Viper or a Hybrid. Or a Camaro coz old school is where I'm at
12. What are your favorite clothes?
I'm all about looking my best when it comes to clothes. Leather jackets, fedoras and shinies :)
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
India, Korea, India, the U.S., India and the Moon! Did I mention India?
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
You're a moron...
15. Where would you want to retire?
To bed :3
16. Favorite time of day?
Night time, definitely lD
17. Where were you born?
the Philippines. It's not as bad as people make it sound
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Basketball. I absolutely love the game
19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
There's only me, baby
20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
Whoever the heck that idiot is
21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
None really
22. Bird watcher?
No. Bird shooter
23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
I can be insomniac as long as I get to talk to her and as long as my parents don't scream at me
24. Do you have any pets?
I have a lot in facebook. I own people as pets coz I am that damn awesome :D
25. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share?
I'm pregnant. LOLZ xDDD Actually there's none at the moment. I'll tell you if there is
26. What did you want to be when you were little?
I thought I wanna be a scientist, mixing chemicals and stuff but I realized how stupid that was. Now I just took biology for fun coz I don't know hell what I wanna be. Plus doctors in Grey's Anatomy are fun! Weeee!
27. What is your best childhood memory?
My childhood memories are fragmented pieces of joy and sorrow...and pudding. My best I don't know. My best is what I'm currently living right now :)
28. Are you a cat or dog person?
I don't think my DNA is half any other animal...
29. Are you married?
Nope. Not into commitment yet
30. Always wear your seat belt?
No. If I crash I don't give shit. I still look cool driving
31. Been in a car accident?
I almost died when I rode a passenger jeep when a cement truck's wheel burst and almost collided with us. I was scared as shit that day. Luckily the driver swerved just in time
32. Any pet peeves?
Smoking, people who are jerks, people who think they are so cool, waking up early, people who nag, power cuts...and losing. I am a competitor and a sore loser. I always believe myself to be the best at what I do..wow, got too serious there xD
33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Pepporoni, bolognese, bacon, ham, sausage. I am a carnivore! Raawwrrr! :3
34. Favorite Flower?
Carnations and roses. I always give girls I'm close to(friends) carnations and roses. I dunno why
35. Favorite ice cream?
Cookies and Cream. I be luvin' it!
36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Anything I feel like at the moment
37. How many times did you fail your driver’s test?
I'm a perfectionist (a flaw of mine) so I have to get it on my first try. And I did! Yey!
38. From whom did you get your last email?
The fandom. They be talking and ranting like hell!
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
If I could I would spend a million in a tech store or a clothing store.
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
I jumped for no reason. Is that spontaneous?
41. Like your job?
As a writer? A little. I don't have a real job yet
42. Broccoli?
Not bad. With cheese? Excellent
43. What was your favorite vacation?
A Waterworld Park in Manila or the sandy resort in Palawan
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
The family
45. What are you listening to right now?
The sound of me typing
46. What is your favorite color?
Black
47. How many tattoos do you have?
I won't let a needle touch any part of my body
48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
None
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:45 pm, baby
50. Coffee Drinker?
No, thank you. Do you have tea instead?
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Tag Nation
Fuck. Are you kidding me? That is sick!!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Once More Into The Shore, Men
Again we embark at another 50 question meme, men. And...here...we...go:
What do you add to your coffee?
I don't drink too much coffee
What are you reading now?
femmie's fics. I love her works :D
Do you own a gun?
Yes and I can operate it so back off >[
Are you registered to vote?
No, Too lazy
Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Yeah, a bit
What do you think of hot dogs?
Praise be its inventor!
Favorite Christmas Song?
I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus, that perv -_-
What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
O.J. more specifically Tropicana
Can you do push ups?
Not more than 15 at the moment. I gotta start hitting the gym again
What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
It's in the past now. Let's not revisit it. Way over her
What’s your favorite piece of jewelery?
My crucifix necklace
Favorite hobby?
video games, sketching, skipping school and oh, talking to femmie! :O
Do you work with people who idolize you?
Yes, both in FF and in real life. It feels awkward
Do you have ADD?
Yes :)
What’s one trait that you hate about yourself?
I can be over-emotional. Really over-emotional
What’s your Middle name?
Hate it
Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
I'm hungry. Is she online now? Nope. Why am I bad in RL conversations?
Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
Food, video game stuff...food...
Name 3 beverages you regularly drink.
Tropicana, coke float, lemonade
Current worry right now?
I have a lot on my mind right now
What side do you dress to?
Left
Favorite place to be?
Anywhere I feel at ease
How did you bring in the New Year?
Last year was a horrible year. I expected the same results this year but waddya know? I was wrong- this year has been the absolute greatest that's happened to me :)
Where would you like to go?
India, Bangladesh :]]
Name three people who will complete this.
Me, myself and I
Whose answers do you want to read the most?
No-brainer
What color shirt are you wearing?
Maroon
Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
Why wouldn't I?
Can you whistle?
No...
Favorite colors(s)?
Pink, Black, Vermillion and Ocean Blue
Could you be a pirate?
Aye
What songs do you sing in the shower?
Depends what's playing on my MP3
Favorite girls name?
Aishwarya!
Favorite boy’s name?
Maelstrom :3
What’s in your pocket right now?
Holes :D nah, a few loose change
Last thing that made you laugh?
How unbelievably lucky I was some moments ago
Best bed sheets as a child?
Ones without pee stains :P
Worst injury you’ve ever had?
Broken foot
Do you love where you live?
Not really
How many TVs do you have in your house?
3
Who is your loudest friend?
Norman, the guy who lives in my head :D
How many dogs do you have?
9
Does anyone have a crush on you?
About 4 people I know told me they do. No, no, no, my heart's occupied 8l
What are the most fun things you ever did?
hanging out with the guys, dominating in video games, going out and oh, talking to femmie :D
What are your favorite books?
I don't read a lotta book so I can't really pick a favorite. Perhaps the 'Prometheus Deception'
What is your favorite candy?
My sugar baby xD
Favorite Team?
The San Antonio Spurs and the Justice League!
What songs do you want played at your funeral?
Tonight by FM Static and Helena by My Chemical Romance
What were you doing at 12 AM?
Saying goodnight to femmie :3
What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Crap! I gotta get to school, show up so they know I was there and leave halfway through the lecture xD
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
A Darker Twist
- This meme will have some very bizarre questions in it that will test whether I am truly humane or possibly psychotic. Glee...
- If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone?
- Maybe my since-childhood crush on my cousin. That hasn't pass but I'm over the whole thing--just not the crush. Other than that I think I pretty much told what I had to to every person that need be told. Mostly the 'I love yous'. You guys get it
- If a new medicine were developed that would cure arthritis but cause a fatal reaction in 1 percent of those who took it, would you want it to be released to the public?
- I would enjoy that very much .I always had this fantasy of people mutating into freakish cannibal zombies and me being part of the only remaining survivors left to blow their brains off with kick-ass guns. So yeah, I would want it released but the whole population has gotta become zombies :3
- If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the body or the mind of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
- There are two possible answers for this 1.) I'd retain the body so I could still be schmexy and have more fun with the ladies even though I'll be senile 2.) I'd retain the mind so I could plan out complex heists and murders to be carried. No one would suspect the old man to be the mastermind *evil grin*
- If at birth you could select the profession your child would eventually pursue, would you do so?
- Of course. Kid's gonna make a fine football-playing king in space...with a moustache
- If you knew there would be a nuclear war in one week, what would do? (you can’t stop it)
- I'd try to see if I could save anyone dear and get the hell to somewhere safe! Like underground perhaps with rations to last us for a year or two. I'd probably kill off one or two to conserve rations and I don't know...can we eat them? hey, it's survival of the fittest. Then I'd conspire to rule what's left of the nuclear fallout. Overlord BG
- Would you accept twenty years of extraordinary happiness and fulfillment if it meant you had to die at the end of the period?
- No. My life should have its up and downs. That's what makes it worthwhile to live because you can never expect the next yet to come
- If the person you were engaged to marry had an accident and became a paraplegic, would you go through with the marriage or back out of it?
- Of course. I love the person for who she is and that will never change despite the shocking development. We'll make it through even if things will prove harder for us. As long as we're together in the long run
- Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die in a month. They beg you to give them poison so they that they can die. Would you?
- I can't. Mercy killing I can never do. I'll do everything I can to ease the suffering but I cannot kill him/her. It's not my nature...but I can hire someone to finish the job. That I can do :)
- Given the choice of anyone in the world, who would you want as your dinner guest? as a close friend? as a lover?
- Anyone? I want Bill Gates as a guess so he can give me monies! :3 As a close friend? I can't think of anyone. Maybe femmie? As a lover? I need not answer my friends :D
- What is the worst psychological torture you can imagine suffering? (it cannot involve any physical harm to you)?
- Not being allowed to go online ever again. I'd probably die if I can't talk to her. Maybe that's an exaggeration but then again, maybe it isn't. The only other thing I can think of is being trapped in a small dark room where claustrophobia and the piercing silence will slowly drive you mad.
- You and a person you love deeply are placed in separate rooms with a button next to each of you. You know that you will both be killed unless one of you presses the button before 60 minutes pass; furthermore, the first to press the button will save the other person, but will immediately be killed. What do you think you would do?
- I'll try to find other means of escape first and if there isn't any...I sit down and await my fate until the 60 minute mark passes. I will not press that button
- Would you be willing to go to a slaughterhouse and kill a cow?
- I usually don't have what it takes to kill an innocent living creature but if I do, sure. Why not? And, hello- burgers anyone?
- For $20,000 would you go for 3 months without washing, brushing your teeth, and using deodorant? Assume you could not explain your reasons to anyone, and there would be no long-term effect on your career. (you are not choosing one, you would have to go without all three).
- Only $20,000? You can keep the money, man. I can't have some fun at night when I'm unbearable xD
- Which of these restrictions could you best tolerate: leaving the country permanently or never leaving the state in which you now live?
- Leaving the country pemanently. I don't really like the Philippines. Who up for a trip to India? :D
- If you could choose the sex and physical appearance of your soon-to-be-born child, would you do it?
- No. I bet he'll be as rockin' as me or she'll be as gorgeous as her mother :3
- Would you be willing to decrease your life expectancy by 5 years if you could become extremely attractive?
- Sure. It's only 5 years. How can I not pass up an opportunity to improve this already pretty face? xD
- If your friends and acquaintances were willing to bluntly tell you what they really think of you, would you want them to?
- Sure. I'll just give 'em a piece of my goddamn mind too ;P
- Would it disturb you much if, upon your death, your body were simply thrown into the woods and left to rot?
- I'm dead. How would it disturb me?
- Would you like to know the precise date of your death?
- So my paranoia for that dreaded day will kick in? What're you insane?
- Would you be willing to give up all television for the next 5 years if it would induce someone to provide for 1,000 starving children in Indonesia?
- Let 'em starve to death. You ain't making me miss my stories :x Nah, just kidding. I would. I can always just get a new one..possibly HD. Woot!
