It seems that the parental unit has questioned the adverse good that going online provides for this family. Schoolwork excuse doesn't cut it. They simply throw their age old quotation 'we didn't have or need that luxury in our time. You don't either. You just need to rely on your own initiative.' Frankly, that is bullshit. You won't last in the modern age without having the modern things but I don't really give a fuck about those stuff: My life is practically linked to the net. You know what I mean.
They won't give in to reasoning. The net is corrupting and all that crap they keep hurdling at me. Says them. They haven't the slightest clue just how important the net will be to them as it is to me now. So i'm telling you now, people. These may be the last days you'll ever hear from me or as the person you know as bengwen014. I wouldn't say I'll go down so easily without trying my best to persuade them but from the looks of it, my chances are looking pretty dim.
So I'll give my advance regards and goodbyes now in case I'm suddenly and probably permanently shut down the moment they make their spur decision. Still I realize there's so much I haven't done. Things left unfinished. Words I've left unsaid. Things I've kept down low until this moment. People I never want to part with. And now it's over in a blaze of dissapointment before I could ever have the chance. Zero net tolerance for them. They would never want to see me online ever again.
Now maybe it's time to log out for good. Unless the good grace from above can intervene, i'm done for. This is BG's final curtain call. I doubt I can even endure that. I don't want to have to lose all that I cherish the most. I refuse to. I'd be better off dead.
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